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When Anxiety Muscles Its Way In
I’m not a worrier by nature. During my widow years, it was normal to drive to a wilderness trailhead, text a friend to let her know where I was, and then call her when I returned to my car. Looking back, it would have been a good idea to have a healthy fear about hiking alone in the wilderness.
Hey, Jude
Have you read the little letter from Jude lately?
Jude is one of those often overlooked books in the Book, slid in between John’s three letters and Revelation. Hidden in the back, almost as an afterthought, Jude can be easily skipped, but is a letter that holds good stuff for any believer today.
Acts: The Hug Heard ‘Round the World
I snuck away from the office one Friday, as I sometimes do, to substitute teach at Mountain View High School. I only ever fill in for one math teacher because my time and expertise are limited. But on this day too many positions were vacant, so the office manager asked me to use my free period to cover for choir. “As long as I don’t have to sing,” I replied.
When It's Test Day
Life these day can be stressful and occasionally my sweet dreams give way to nightmares. There are two I remember. One is some version of a chase dream, where I am pursued and am unable to run fast or far enough to escape. The other, tied actually to my school days, is of a math test where I am unprepared, arrive late and flail and fail my way through the dream.
What Would It Look Like to Take a Screen Break?
A friend recently threw out a challenge to see if we could take a 24-hour rest from all screens—phones, computers, TVs. I shouldn’t have been surprised, but it was enlightening to discover the most challenging aspect of screen dependency.
American Idol Punching Bag
Claudia and I enjoy following each season of American Idol. This is the singing competition that leads viewers along from mass auditions where the good, the bad and the bizarre hope to hear, “You’re going to Hollywood!” from Lionel, Luke and Carrie. Through numerous cuts, getting harder with each round, at the end there is just one left as the winner…the next American Idol.
It’s Not About the Tea
You may be tempted to think this blog is about how much I enjoy tea. And reading. And being home. I mean, just because I’ve included some of my favorite quotes about these things, that doesn’t necessarily mean anything. By the way, have you heard this one by C.S. Lewis?
“You can never get a cup of tea large enough or a book long enough to suit me.”
The Next Book of Acts
Recently while reading the book of Acts, I tried to imagine what it was like for these new followers of the Way.
Think about it, in pretty short order after the resurrection of Jesus a wave of spiritual power seems to have crested and crashed, soaking everyone around. Thousands begin a journey of faith based on the words from those who traveled with Jesus. Stories abound.
Is Being Selfish Always Wrong?
Are we always self-centered when we’re selfish? Depends on the boundaries we set.
Authors Henry Cloud and John Townsend in their book, Boundaries, talk about Highly Productive People (HPP) and Highly Sensitive People (HSP). HPP people don’t know their limits so often crash and burn. HSP people are so sensitive to stimuli around them that their emotional reserves are quickly drained.
It Was a Dark and Stormy Night …
A small passenger ferry, far from shore, was being tossed about in the fierce gale. Eventually the ship capsized and sank, leaving all the passengers struggling in the cold water. Soon a helicopter appeared overhead and a rescuer was lowered on a rope.
Just a Man, But a Good One
As I began writing this, tens of thousands had waited hours in a huge square for a chance to spend a moment before the casket and body of Pope Francis. The outpouring of love and support caught the Vatican a bit flat-footed and they had to significantly expand the hours for visitation to accommodate the crowds. By the time you read this, the funeral will have happened and the conclave to choose a successor will have been called.
Warriors of Eden, Unite!
In just a few days, the women of Foundry Church will gather for a weekend retreat at Ochoco Christian Camp. From what will they be retreating? Everyday challenges, like being a volunteer, a wife, a mom, an employee, a business owner, a teacher, a caregiver, a friend, or all of the above? Are they retreating from the pressures, pulls and pushes of life?
When It’s Saturday
Here’s a word for your toolbox that might be unfamiliar for some: Liminal. I’ll explain it in just a bit.
Last weekend, Claudia and I joined so many others walking the familiar paths from Good Friday through Easter Sunday.
Death by a Thousand Cuts: Enduring in the Midst of Suffering
In 2019, pop megastar Taylor Swift co-wrote a song entitled, “Death by a Thousand Cuts”. It’s typical Taylor fare I’m told: the slow breakup of a relationship by increments and incidents. Thus Death by a Thousand Cuts. Taylor’s lyrics talk of drinking to ease the pain. Of reminders in everyday life of a relationship that no longer exists.
It’s Friday, but Sunday’s Comin’
It’s Good Friday. The day marking the greatest crime ever committed against God and humanity. Planned in detail from eternity past before creation. Authorized by God the Father to bring his Son authority and reign as King of kings over all creation. Agreed to voluntarily by God the Son to bring his Father glory and honor. Empowered by God the Holy Spirit in service to the Father and Son. Such love. Such trust. Such selflessness.
Abandoning Absurdity
The Young Life camp, less than 2 hours drive from Bend at the Washington Family Ranch, is a truly amazing place. The historic Big Muddy ranch sits SE of Antelope and up against 13 miles of the John Day River. It straddles two counties, has countless mountains and ravines and hosts all the big game a 64K acre spread might hope to have (that’s 100 square miles!).
What’s Your Identity?
Once upon a time, I was a young mom to toddling crumb crunchers. I’m still a mom, but my adult children have quit leaving crumbs … well, for the most part.
Once upon a time, I was activities director and cheerleading coach…
Hate Her, Love Her
There is more time to reflect these days. The unsavory contents of the story do not change. From the advantage of six decades, self-hatred and loathing still briefly flash. She snickers to herself as she remembers how grand it would be to have the body she had back when she thought she was fat. Oh, the misery of trying to be something so far beyond her grasp.
Forgiven. Forgive?
As I grow older and accumulate an ever-increasing number of social interactions, the more I tend to think about forgiveness. It’s a simple math problem where every day I gain more time to mess up and others enjoy more opportunities to offend me.
Vulnerable in Ways that Are Scary
There is an astonishing story of vulnerability featuring Christ in the Garden of Gethsemane. He and his twelve apprentices had just shared their last supper together. Jesus needed a secluded place to pray. And he needed his friends to be with him.